Tuesday, March 18, 2025

Outsider

In Japan 
my gaijin face branded me an outsider
every second of every minute of every hour of  every day
and yet it was there
I felt the embrace of home
and wanted to stay.

Instead  I flew away
back to this place of my birth.

I am unremarkable here, forgettable here,
another face in the crowd here,
but I do not feel at home here.

Here the willful hatred  of so many erodes me more each day
And I wonder how hollow my soul will be
by the time I can 
return  to Japan
with  my gaijin face. 



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